why do we have to play it? the passive aggressive, coy, hard to get annoyance that starts any relationship :/ my last relationship didn't have any of that THANK GOD! he was in basic for the air force and well there really wasn't time to be stupid and mess around we just where and it worked out for a long while... but thats over now, and im so afraid imma have to be thrown into this world that i so hate haha... that sounds so dramatic haha but i guess i don't like it because i suck at playing it?? ... when i know i want something i go and get it (or try my hardest) ...so if i want you... then i want you!!! haha if my decision is made its MADE... i guess that throws of todays way off thinking though oops! haha i hate having to seem like im not interested if i am or not talk for a couple days to build up anticipation for when we finally do get to talk or acting like you haven't been on my mind 24/7 since apparently i haven't been on yours... or have i and your pretending as well... seriously? how is this a good foundation to start a relationship? lol i LOVE adventure and this to me is adventure that part that isn't is the constant waiting and wondering ... in my life if im curious about something (anything) i ask, hunt, search, and ultimately find out ... but this little sticky situations puts me back in my seat and leaves me helplessly curious... my best friend and hungarian sister use to say how fun and freeing would it be if we went up to some one and said "your cute im cute... lets date" ok i know thats really crazy ... but the concept still stands... why not just go for it... where do you ever get if you hold back... maybe we won't work out ... but at least we tried and experienced and didn't waste time not talking or hanging out because were making the desire for one another stronger? ... lame excuse if you ask me haha
but thats just my opinion haha :/
p.s im not speaking about anyone specific so no worries haha
i thought this picture is so cute... its a penguin couple haha the zoo caption said its how they pick their mate <3 lol
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