Monday, November 22, 2010

Do as i say not as what has been done haha

my little broskie is 15 (ahhh) he's a freshman in high school... a sports stud and and all around boy so what does that mean... he is into girls and my cheerleaders are into him (yikes) when we where younger we def. did not get along (sorry mama) i hated him he hated me and it sort of in a weird way worked ... people always told me it was just a phase and we soon would be friends and i politely smiled and said what i really thought in my head. but unfortunately they where right haha just joking ... fortunately they where right. don't get me wrong he still drives me nuts daily but now instead of being disgusted by his presence i enjoy hanging out with him. like i said earlier he is getting into girls and their def. getting into him... but im on a mission... he will not be a punk that i myself have had multiple experiences with or i might kill em (joking) i also dont want him to be run over by girls because i know we can be brutal but i just don't see the point in him becoming the kinda guy girls love to hate and hate to love ... he can be confident yet humble... studly yet coy... manly yet sensitive. just tonight i was getting all my stuff from my ex and putting it in a box/ reading old letters, looking at old pictures. he didn't say anything just saw i was bumming and came and say next to me ... and then started playing a game on my itouch... now im 99% sure he was just there for the game but the act brought a happy tear to my eye- REFRESHING... i like that we can finally be like this  i can give advice and still play like a teenager if i feel like it and not be judged haha ... 5 years ago if you asked me if i would be getting ready to snuggle into bed and watch a movie with my little brother i probably would have laughed at you ... thank god times have changed :)




 
advice to whoever reads this: love your blood... and take deep breaths when you have a younger sibling remember you were where they are once too <3

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